CAL #2: Valentine Heart Earflap Hat

I'm knee deep in crochet. Baby crochet to be exact! And my Mom and I, are getting ready for a Valentine's Day Craft Fair. In one week! So I thought, I'd focus on something for Valentine's Day. Something simple. Quick. And festive!

Classy Crochet, has been a favorite crochet blog of mine. For a while now. And I remembered, seeing this hat, last year. I wanted to make it. But you know, all sorts of things, were coming for my head! And a lot of things, just got lost, in the shuffle.

So what's more perfect, than this hat? Not much else! I figure this can be one of those, quick 2 week, CALs. So who's in?

This week, I'll say, let's get our materials. And print our pattern. I'll probably use some yarn, that I already have at home. Probably Red Heart. Since, more than likely, I'll be selling these next week! And then, let's make the actually hat. That's 15 rows. Totally doable!

Remember, if you need any help. Leave a comment, or send me an e-mail. Both work great! And let's get into the Valentine's Day spirit!!! ❤

Fabulous Friday #5: Valentine's Day Party for the Kiddos

I'm sure I told you guys, one of my goals this year, was to have more people over. To our home. One month, for the adults. One month, for the kiddos. Well, even if not over to our home, to plan an activity of sorts.

January was about the adults. We ended up, with a small group. And a movie, lunch, and casino date. It was fun. And nice to hangout with family. We saw a hilarious movie! And enjoyed each others' company. Next time, will definitely be something at the house. Maybe a dinner. Or game night.

But February, folks, is about the kiddos! And I wanted to keep it low key. Invite over the littles. Maybe have some spaghetti. Some goodies. And a few crafts! So here are a few ideas, that I've found floating around...

Some little bracelets. Fun and easy! These look like they are made, with that foam. You know, you buy it in little sheets like felt. Felt would work too. And some puffy paint, beads, jewels...fun and easy craft!

Here are a few good ideas. From the top, you just need some construction paper, pipe cleaners, feathers, google eyes, maybe some pom poms, ribbon, clothes pins, paper doilies, and paint. Honestly, all left over items, from our Kiddo Christmas Party!

These pom pom monsters are the cutest! Again, I'm pretty sure my Mom and I, have all the needed supplies. Hello! We're crafters! And a bit of craft supply hoarders. But I think that comes with the territory of crafting! :)

These little hearts look like fun. Cut out some hearts, let the littles have fun, with the hole punches. Tie them up with string. Quick and easy. I think they will look fun, in a window.

And you know my Mom and I's LOVE for owls. A paper plate, construction paper, and some eyes...make the perfect owl!

 

How about a few arrows? Some straws, construction paper, and either ribbon or streamers...will make for a ton of fun! I think the boys, will love these!

And this little pup. Isn't it cute? I just love all the hearts. And how the kiddos can really have some fun, creating something like this!

And I think this would be fun to recreate. Maybe just for me. Or maybe with the adults. I think you could use little hearts. Or even fingerprints. I think this would make for a fun decoration. Maybe I could make something similar, before the kiddos come over.

And last, a fun "gift" of sorts, to send the kiddos home with. Wouldn't this be fun? You know, instead of the pre-made Valentine's from the store...

Just a couple of fun ideas. All quick and easy. I didn't have to read through blogs. Or search on Pinterest. I just did a quick Google search. And came up with these goodies. Also, they are very affordable. A pack of construction paper, pipe cleaners, a few beads, google eyes, and other embellishments.

We have a little box, with this sort of supplies. And I always go through the clearance section. After the holidays. Or go on a little shopping adventure, at the Dollar Tree. So many ideas. For very little money. To have so much fun, with a group of your favorite kiddos! ❤

Thankful Thursday #4: 52 Week Savings Plan

Let's get real here. Money is that thing, that everyone wants. And no one wants to talk about! It's real. It's serious. It hard earned. Most of the time. And, well it keeps the world moving.

Just a handful of years ago, I was working a job. A residency, that provided well for me. Regardless of the relationship I was in, I could easily support myself. I had a home, that was paid for. A car that was paid for. My needs met. Bills paid. And money in my savings account. I was also only in my mid twenties.

That would all change. When my Dad got sick, I dropped everything! And I mean everything. A relationship, my job, friends, my home, my future. And I came home. To my hometown. Where I could continue to work. Albeit, part time. But I was working.

The sicker my Dad got, the less work I was doing. I went from 110+ hours a week. To barely 20 hours a week...in just a matter of months. Along with less work, there was more need for money. My Dad's medical costs kept rising. The costs of maintaining his business, were extremely large!

You see, it was my older brother, trying to cripple the business. The rest of us, trying to survive the crisis. More money was going out, than coming in. So I picked up the pieces. And before I knew it, that almost 6 figure savings, was quickly shrinking.

Then, there was the cost of the medical bills. My Dad had amazing insurance! Which helped with so much. But to be sick. To be chronically ill, and fighting for your life. It costs. And it costs big bucks. For the first 3 months of last year, his hospital bill alone, hit 2 million dollars. We were responsible for a small portion of that. But still, that small portion, was a great amount. That doesn't include doctors, prescriptions, specialists, Home Care, and so much supplies!

In my Dad's final weeks of life, his medication costs were through the roof! Let me tell you, we ran right through my parents' savings. And mine! When you are making trips to Walgreen's, two and three times a week. At $400 a time, it adds up. And quickly!

I am the youngest in my family. Nine kids in total. I'm the ONLY one, that helped out. For 6 years. Lots of costs. Lots of craziness. Lots of help! In all ways. But definitely financially. And when my Dad past away, I was the only one, that had money. Do you know what final costs are like?

Well, those commercials on TV, they lie! And the insurance companies, move like turtles. And it was me. Standing there, trying to figure it all out. My Mom was too heartbroken. My siblings were busy stealing from us. Friends were trying to help. Now my Dad had some amazing friends. One, being the owners of the mortuary that we used. He wanted it that way.

At the end of the day, they covered many of the costs for us. Gave us some great deals. And helped us, as much as possible. But after all the mortuary costs, cemetery costs, musicians, clothes for my Dad, my Mom, and I...I nearly spent $80,000. In 3 days!!! Not counting food. Because that was covered by so many friends, extended family, and local businesses. Also, the Church costs, were covered, by our AMAZING priest!

Now, if you asked me again, I'd clear out all my accounts again. In a heartbeat! In fact, the money I used, was money I had saved, since I was a child. My Dad ALWAYS insisted on saving money. For a rainy day. Or in my case, he told me for college...

Although, when I went to college, I didn't use it. I didn't have access to it. At first. Then my Dad convinced me, to leave it there. "You never know, when you will need it." Wise words, from a very wise man. All my money from birthdays, First Communions, Confirmation, graduation, and anything else you can think of. It was put away in CDs. And it remained there, until last March.

My final blow, was wrapping up things for the business. And buying a headstone. In the end, I was left, with $5,000.00. And many households to run. No job. Well, sort of. And a mess of headaches. I think about this a lot! A LOT!!!

And it sort of stresses me out. We are still waiting for insurance money. And well, my Mom and I aren't big spenders. We can survive off of nearly nothing. Because we just aren't that high maintenance. I'll chalk that up, to my Mom growing up poor. And me, struggling my way, through college. But we have 3 properties to maintain. My parents' home, the property it sits on, and the home that was their office. My home. And my parents' mountain home and property.

That's 4 of everything! 4 gas bills, 4 light bills, 4 water bills, 4 insurance bills, 4 property tax bills. Do you see my point? It's crazy! And my Mom...well she never handled the bills. So there is me. Trying to extend money. As the two of us, are trying to navigate through our, "new normal."

My Mom and I took the summer off. Completely. Almost 100%. I had to work a little. I have to see a certain amount of patients, to keep my credentials. And well, we also needed some money. You know, to live on. So I worked. Bare minimum. Later, my Mom finally broke. And decided she needed to get out of the house. And went back to work. Part time.

Little 'ol me? I decided I NEEDED to work. And went back. Not quite full time. More than part time. Somewhere to keep us going. But I'm back at square one. I mean we are doing well. I pay the bills. My Mom and I split the cost of gas, groceries, going on little adventures. That sort of deal. But I know what I need to do next. I NEED TO SAVE!!!

I came across this in December. And thought, you know, I need to start doing this. I'm fighting a losing battle, without a plan. Get it in gear! I picked up 2 large Mason Jars, and printed this page. January 1st started a new journey for me.

I'm up to $10 in each jar. Why 2 jars? One directly for savings. One for a little fun. My Mom and I, really need to go out and do something fun. At some point. So now, I have these 2 jars. It's something small. Something to get back, into the grove of saving.

And honestly, it makes things doable. Because who can't afford a few dollars a week? I mean, by the end of the year, it's going to be $52. For a week. So maybe December is a little tougher. But really, I can still afford a couple of hundred dollars.

A few years ago, I did a $5 savings challenge. Literally, every single $5 bill I got, went to savings. It was tough when I'd get $50 worth of $5 bills as change. But it really did change things for me. And in no time, I had a nice little stash.

Will I accumulate the amount of money, I once had? Not by this 52 Week Savings Plan. But it is a start. I didn't save that other money, in a short amount of time. It took years. Struggle. And sacrifice. I'll get back to it. One day. But I'll get there. And by January 1, 2017...$2,756. Not bad!

So if are interested, get started. Honestly, we're only at the $10 mark. Don't go out to eat one day. Or put the cookies and soda back on the shelf. Walk away from the new shirt. And let's get started. I'd LOVE to hear your stories. Or what you plan on doing with your money. I really do think, this is a nice way, to get the year started! ❤

Wishful Wednesday #4: Moving to Florida

Just the other day, I was hanging out at home. Waiting to hear from a doctor I work with. And my Mom. So pretty much, wasting some time. Did you know, the TV choices at 8AM, are not very good. I mean, I would normally gravitate to GMA or Home and Family. But I was wanting to watch a movie or something. Because I knew it was going to be a while, before I'd leave home.

So I was scrolling through the channels. And I saw it! The HGTV Dream Home! How had I missed it? How had I not seen the special already? You see, HGTV, the Travel Channel, the Food Network, DIY, and FIY are my jam! I'm usually watching something off of, one of these channels.

It was something about this year's home. I don't know. Maybe it was the design. Maybe it was the location. Maybe it's because we've had a very tough year. But I was so into this home!

We'll start with the kitchen! It's ALWAYS going to be my favorite room. In any home! Just look at it. Waiting for me, to get in, and make a mess. I'd LOVE to cook in this space! I could see family and friends, sitting around the island, as I bake and cook.

This living room, just screams, "curl up with your favorite book!" I can see myself, reading, blogging, or even crocheting, all in this space. Starring out those windows. Just look at this view!!!

The master! Wow! Everything about this space, is just wow! I mean, you can take a look at the pictures. But watching the show, gives you such a better view.

I will admit, the color wouldn't be my first pick. I'm more a lavender, lilac, or grey kind of a gal. But this room really is stunning! I'd love to wake up, in this bed!

The master bath, is AMAZING!!! This picture doesn't do it justice! I mean, the bathtub alone, is calling my name! And the little balcony, would be so amazing too! My dream bathroom.

This is the balcony off the master bedroom. This sold me. I'd move to Florida in a heartbeat! I mean, it doesn't get much better than this!

The last few years, have been beyond a challenge. For myself, and my Mom. If only, we could win something like this, it would be a new beginning. A place for us, to reconnect. To begin again. To recharge those batteries. And to try and figure out this life, without my Daddy.

I guess a gal can dream. And I guess I can sign up to win, every single day. And I can get on my knees and pray. This little piece of heaven, would be amazing! I mean, I didn't even show you the property! It is even more beautiful! They even have a dog house! Our pups, they would even have a place to chill.

So I can dream. And on this Wishful Wednesday, this is what I'm wishing for. Not just for the home. Because it really is stunning. And much more, than I'd ever really dream of. But for the calm of my mind. To really have the time, and place, to recharge. And get my life, back on the rails.

The last year has definitely been a tough one. One that has had, so much tragedy. So much hate. So much hurt. A little piece of heaven, would just do this soul, some good. I can wish, and I can dream. ❤

Tasty Tuesday #4: Slow-Cooker Buffalo Chicken Nachos

I will admit this here, and it shouldn't be much of a surprise, I'm a HUGE sports fan! I cheer for the Redskins, Red Sox, Spurs, Jeff Gordon, and a number of PBR Bull Riders. No lie!

And on any given Sunday, you will find my Mom and I relaxing, in front of the TV. Catching some sort of game, race, or rodeo. Munching on snacks. And crocheting. You see, we don't really eat a big meal. As much as we graze. On snacks. ALL. DAY. LONG!!!

But we're not the "typical" fan, eating Buffalo wings and drinking beer. No. We're more on the side of salsa and chips. Maybe some fresh fruit. Hello, anything in the slow cooker! Until this past Sunday. And Dr. Baseball came over. All of a sudden, our quiet household of 2, became a booming, household of 12. Watching the playoffs!

And because I hadn't been expecting anyone, I almost panicked. Then I got ahold of myself. And took to the internet. Where I found this recipe. Gooseberry Patch's Recipe of the Week!

Slow-Cooker Buffalo Chicken Nachos 

Ingredients:

1 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breasts garlic salt to taste salt and pepper to taste 12-oz. bottle buffalo wing sauce 1/2 c. ranch salad dressing 1/2 lb. pasteurized process cheese spread, cubed 10-oz. can diced tomatoes with green chiles 12-oz. pkg. tortilla chips Directions: Place chicken in a slow cooker; sprinkle with garlic salt, salt and pepper. Pour in enough buffalo wing sauce to cover chicken. Cover and cook on low setting until very tender, about 4 hours. Shred chicken with 2 forks and drain off any excess liquid. Stir in salad dressing. In a saucepan, combine cheese and tomatoes with green chiles. Cook and stir until cheese melts. Layer tortilla chips on a large serving plate. Spoon cheese sauce over chips; top with chicken. Serves 6 to 8.

You see, my Mom isn't a big fan of Buffalo chicken. I could go in either direction. But Dr. Baseball, and his parents, love the stuff! So does another friend, who happened to stop by. I actually cranked the slow cooker to high. And in about 90 minutes, the chicken was cooked. And it was yummy! You just have to watch it a bit more. I added a bit of chicken stock, so that it would stay moist and tender. Worked out great!

My Mom ate her nachos, without the chicken. She enjoyed them. The guys added the chicken to some hamburger buns, and went to town! It must have been good. Oh, I did double the recipe. It just seemed necessary for our crown. Another important bit. To cook it quicker, I started with raw chicken. Not frozen. Keep that in mind.

We also had a spread of guacamole, salsa, lots of yummy veggies, fruit, and some cookies that I'd baked on Saturday. There may have been some imported beer, Sangria, and Rootbeer floats. It was a great impromptu football day. With plenty of friends. And I lots of yummy food. Without losing my mind! ❤

Crochet Inspiration #4: Crochet Dolls

After visiting my Little J, on Saturday, I knew I had to start searching out more crochet patterns. You see, a few years ago, I made her a bunch of Disney Princesses for her birthday. I also bought her a big book of Disney Princess Bedtime Stories. She LOVES them all!

Part of it, is they were made just for her. And I've only made one other little girl, that she knows, these dolls. So they are special. Something that not many people have. And she told me, she loves them, because I made them.

But what to make this sweet girl next? I've made her purses, and different things for holidays. I've never made her a blanket. Which is next on my list. But I wanted something she could play with, and love. In comes, one of my favorite blogs...Jenny and Teddy.

I've made quite a few of the toys, from Jenny and Teddy. Both free patterns, and patterns I've bought. And you know what? I LOVE them all! They are easy to follow. Work up fast. And turn into the cutest dolls!!!

There is roughly 6 weeks, until Little J's 4th Birthday. And I want to make a few things for her. A blanket being one. Maybe a little bag, to carry her dolls. And these 3 dolls...

First up, is Bella. I just think she is a cutie. I would probably just change the color of her dress. Little J, happens to be a big fan of pink and purple. Big shock there, I know! I think this doll would be cute in hot pink!

Next up, would be Leena. Pretty similar in style. But I do enjoy her little hair style. Something different, from the typical amigurumi dolls and toys. I'm thinking this cutie, would be cute in purple. Something on the darker, yet bright side. And definitely, I'll be adding some shoes.

Last up, would be Kate. I'm thinking something in a turquoise color. Bright and fun. Something that coordinates with the other 2 dolls. Maybe change up the hair color. We'll just have to see.

I know, this is a ton of work! But I have 6 weeks. And it's for a special little girl! Which, honestly always makes a project fun! The bonus being, that Little J really enjoys playing with homemade toys. Girl has got a ton of toys! But always goes back, to these little crochet toys and purses, that I've made her. ❤

Music Monday #4: Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

It's crazy! This song reminds me of so many females, in my life. Young and old. All strong. Each one of them, wanting to have fun!

I think of my little Emma Grace. All the singing and dancing we'd do. Every single time, we heard this song. Yes, it became a "thing" in my circle of friends. And they'd make sure to play it, at every single wedding, birthday party, baptismo, get together, whatever.

Then Miss Abby started to love it. And her Nono, he would act just as silly as me. Because, that's what we do. To see those perfect little smiles.

I can also recall, many of my family members, young and old, loving this song! Dancing their hearts out. Being silly. And just having a good time. Let's not forget, all the times my country loving Daddy, would blast this for me. On our 2 minute ride to school! :)


Then this past weekend, we went to visit some friends. That have definitely turned into family. The kind, that you never saw coming. But oh, you get on your knees, and Thank God that they're in your life!

We went to see a new baby boy. Welcome him into the world. His big sister and I, well in her words, "We're besties for life!" And really, that is what I feel, for the almost 4 year old. Who stole my Dad's heart. And mine!

While I was sitting in her room, knee deep in Sofia the First Princess dolls and castles, she took my phone. To jam to YouTube. And that my friends, would lead me right back, to this song. It's just that kind of song. That puts a smile on your face. And a wiggle in your booty.

We danced around her room. And every single time it would stop, she would replay Girls Just Wanna Have Fun! By the end of our impromptu 4 hour play date, my bestie for life, was singing all the lyrics. On her microphone. As loud as she could. Baby brother, I'm sorry. But sometimes, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun! ❤

Simple Sunday #4: Part-Time Drama

A lot has been going on lately. Mostly me, going a bit insane. You see, most of my time is spent at home. I know, most people would die, to do that! But really, it's not all it's cracked up to be. Don't get me wrong or anything. I LOVE my home. But sometimes, you just want to get out. Do something. See people. Have a real conversation...

It got me thinking lately, I want a part-time job. Nothing crazy. Just something to get out of the house. I work from home right now. A ton of reasons. Most of which, lead right back, to square one. I can't go back to the hospital, where my Dad spent so much time. Sick. So very sick.

Well, I happen to work for that same place. So I work part time. Mostly from home. Or wherever I have the internet. And put in about 20 hours a week, at one of the "branches" of the hospital. In a nearby city. Mostly doing rounds, working on tough cases, filling in wherever help is needed.

But I want to see people. Talk to them. You know, you are going a little nuts...when you start having full on convos, with the pups. And I find myself, asking them, what I should cook for dinner. How do they feel about a certain color palette. Do they think we should go to the mountains, or some large city, on our next road trip.

Yeah, it's getting serious. So I was bumming around Facebook the other day, and ran into a job listing. For a local Dog Bakery. Here in town. Probably a 20 minute drive, from where I live. In fact, I frequently do work, at a DOH, not far from the Dog Bakery. Which, by the way, I had no idea was there!

So I clicked on a few links. And found myself at the bakery's website. Applying for a job. That I'm probably overqualified for. But who cares! I can get out of the house, for 15-20 hours a week. Score. And I'll get to bake. That for me, sealed the deal!

Maybe it's just me. Or the fact, that I haven't worked anywhere else, other than a hospital or my parents' business, in about 10 years. But that application was insanely long! And asked some rather odd questions. But I kept going. 20 minutes later, I had figured out a few friends, that I could list as references. Because the owner didn't want to talk to "hospital people." Or relatives. And I couldn't find the last manager from Target. The last "real" job, that this owner considered, from my application.

I kept submitting the application. And she kept rejecting it. Asking for more info. I'm not sure, just what else she wanted. I did list my BS in HNFS. And my RD. But that's it. She was so pumped, that a real food scientist, would be baking for her shop. It's just the rest of my application, that she didn't like.

Say what? No, I won't put my puppy through another round of the runs. Because you want me to feed her your dog food. She's been through enough. With 2 changes in dog food. And she's only 3 months old!

And I won't threaten my Mom, to buy your dog food, for her dog. Who already has issues eating. She's a rescue pup. I'm 100% OK with working weekends. But not holidays. The entire reason I am still here, is to keep my Mom company. So she can get through the first year or two, without my Dad.

So we hit a road block. The biggest factor, being pay. I'm OK with working a part time, minimum wage job. But the lady did not like that answer. She didn't like that I wouldn't force my dogs, to eat her products. And she didn't like, that I hadn't worked anywhere else, besides a hospital setting, in almost 10 years.

I'm pretty sure, she never accepted my application. Because after 2 hours of this horse play, I gave up. Went to pick up my Mom from work. And began enjoying my weekend. Just makes me think. I did the hiring for my parents. It's not an easy job. But you also don't have to be rude. I ALWAYS took every application. You just never know.

In today's newspaper, I saw an ad, for a part time secretary. For a local church. They've been advertising since October. I know this, because I was looking for a puppy. And I kept coming across this ad. I just might call them this week. What could be so hard? The job requirements are answering a phone, counting the weekly offering, working in Word, Excel, and Power Point, spreading our faith, and making copies. All things I've done in the past. Again, I'm not looking for a full time position. Just something to get me out of the house. This could be it!

Sassy Saturday #4: Leopard Print for My Puppy

OK, so if you know anything at all, about me...you know I LOVE leopard print. Just about anything! I own many pairs of leopard print shoes. And shirts. And purses. If I see something, and it comes in leopard print, that's usually the item I'm going to buy. Why? I have absolutely no idea!

 

I do remember when I was little, my Dad hating the print. It had something to do with a picture my sister brought over, one day. With my Mom, her ex-husband, my sister, and brother. My Mom had on a leopard print bikini.

Maybe it was because my Dad didn't like it. Or just because I LOVED it! But leopard print, has ALWAYS had a soft place, in my heart. I even remember, trying to convince a certain Mariachi Boss, to get us some trajes...or at least monos, that were leopard print. I lost that fight. By a long shot!

 

But something about my puppy, snuggled into my leopard print blanket, every single morning...had the wheels turning! And I started a search, online, for my puppy.

 

My girl, could really use a harness. I bought her one yesterday, at PetSmart. She has a bad habit, of jumping out of shopping carts. Because our bigger dog, is crazy around people, it gets my puppy all wound up!

I need to make life a little safer, for that sweet girl. And I went to all the poodle websites. To find out, collars are bad for them. There went the 2 collars I bought her, when I first got her. So I've been looking at harnesses. And who doesn't think, my white bundle of puppy fur, would look totally adorbs in one of these!

Oh, girl is ALWAYS cold! I first got her, when she was about 6 weeks old. Baby girl, always needs some sort of clothes on. And she loves them! For a very long time, the only thing that fit her, was a sock, turned into a puppy sweater. Then I hit the jackpot, at the Dollar Tree. And found her a bunch of little shirts.

At the beginning of December, I found a whole bunch of fun Christmas clothes for her. Sweaters, costumes, dresses. All of which she loves! But it is way past Christmas. And those little T-shirts are getting small. And every single store I go to, has clearanced out, their dog clothes. Which means, I usually find 100 XXXL sweaters. And maybe a pair of  XS shoes.

So I usually leave empty handed. And my dog is shaking, from the cold. And maybe perhaps, I'm too embarrassed to put her in a Christmas sweater. So this little guy, might be hitting my Amazon cart, in just a few minutes!

This jacket is also very cute! My puppy LOVES to be outside. ALL. THE. TIME!!! Morning, noon, and night! I'm not lying, when I say a 2AM potty break, turns into me chasing her around our yard for 20 minutes.

But she is ALWAYS cold! This jacket would be so cute. And it's lined in red. Come on folks! Who designs this stuff. Not to mention that cute little ruffle. Another item, that might be delivered to our home, very soon!

Oh, this dress! I told you, Miss B, just adores getting dressed up. Funny little girl! We even put a bow in her fur. And she gets so excited! I think this would be a cute dress. For her, and my Mom's dog. They like to get dressed up. And go visit people. Anyone in town, want some visitors?

 

This is another cute dress! One that I think would be so cute, on Miss B. Just because she is white. And the contrast would look good! That big 'ol bow, just kills me! Only a Puppy Momma could appreciate it!

 

This carrying bag, would be perfect too! Miss B, is terrified of the car. I have no clue why! My idea is, she had to travel 4 hours, to get to me. Her and about 5 brothers. I'm thinking that is the reason she hates the car!. Or maybe she is terrified, that I'm taking her to someone else. I have no clue.

But it makes driving, very difficult. My Mom's dog is usually with us. And she just LOVES going in the car. I roll the window down for her, and she is in Doggie Heaven. My puppy, is crying, running, and jumping everywhere! This would be so helpful!

Lastly, would be this beauty! I used to laugh at friends, that would spoil their dogs like this. But let's be real, I'm worse! So much worse! I just bought my puppy a new bed, because she likes to hang out of the one she has. It's not too small for her. She just likes to hang out.

So I bought a bed, meant for XL dogs. She still hangs out of it. Maybe it's her way of sleeping. I don't know. But the bigger bed, has meant, a warmer place for her to play. And she is the Queen of the Couch! She has a spot. It's hers. Don't try and sit there.

This little couch bed, would be perfection! I tell you, I could go broke, raising this sweet girl. But she is my whole world! And she needs to have some style. I'll probably refrain. And get her 3 or 4 things. Maybe add the rest to a wish list or something! ❤

Fabulous Friday #4: The Puffer Jacket

Not going to lie here. I LOVE clothes. Always have. Always will! Accessories, shoes, and jewelry...they come along, for that same ride. Being a Puppy Momma, has only increased this! I probably have the best dressed dog, in the city. It's getting kind of crazy here!

Recently, my Mom and I took our dogs to PetSmart. And found some cute puffer jackets on clearance. Yes, I know. But it's been cold. And they need them. So we each made our purchases. And then, this past week, we decided to go on a walk. The pups and I.

It was a cold day. They had just had their baths. So out came, the new jackets. And oh, how cute they were! Pink and grey, at their very best. Honestly Miss B, didn't want to take hers off. Yes, that's how much she loved it!

Got me thinking. My Mom had bought a puffer jacket, back in the Fall. During one of Old Navy's crazy sales. I think she got it for $15. And she loves it! It is really warm. How do I know? Because a time or two, I've put it on. To chase down a puppy, at 2AM.

I got to thinking, I'd like one too. You see, 99% of my jackets, are Peacoats. The other 1%, are heavy blazers and denim jackets. So off to search out puffers...

I found this beauty. On clearance for $110. A little pricey. But the color, love it! Did I mention, it's Michael Kors. It's a down jacket. Which will be incredibly warm! And it comes in petite sizes. Hello! Short girl here!!!

There is also this wild jacket. Actually, it's similar to my Mom's. But in a much louder color. It's on clearance, for $20. And is only available in yellow. I have to think on this...

There is also this puffer vest. At Old Navy. On clearance for $18. I really like this. The color is something I like. Dark and rich. And I can see myself using it. Except, they don't have my size...

Ugh, you end of the season sales, and such! I guess I just continue to search. We have another winter storm headed our way. Cross your fingers and your toes, that I won't need anything like this. I mean, I do have a Peacoats in every single color! Maybe next year, I'll find my puffer jacket. ❤

Tasty Tuesday #3: Potato-Bacon Chowder

There are just times, when you want to curl up with a bowl of soup. And not the canned stuff! Recently, it's been so cold around here! And I've been sick, since the day after Christmas. Soup has been my bestie!

Over the last few weeks, my slow cooker has been working hard. Mostly to bring warmth and comfort, to my belly. I've made green chili stew, vegetable beef stew, and a Mexican chicken soup. My Mom has also pitched in, with caldito, more than once!

It's soup and stew season. And now that I'm feeling a little better, I'm wanting more flavor. With the same ease and comfort, that soup brings. Thank goodness, for the Gooseberry Patch Recipe of the Week!

Potato-Bacon Chowder

Ingredients:  2 c. potatoes, peeled and cubed 1 c. onion, chopped 1 c. water 8 slices bacon 10-3/4 oz. can cream of chicken soup 1 c. sour cream 2 c. milk 1/2 t. salt 1/8 t. pepper Directions: In a large saucepan over medium heat, cook potatoes and onion in water until tender, 10 to 15 minutes. Do not drain. Meanwhile, in a large skillet over medium heat, cook bacon until crisp; drain and set aside. In a bowl, whisk together soup, sour cream and milk. Add soup mixture to potato mixture along with crumbled bacon, salt and pepper. Heat through over low heat; do not boil. Makes 6 servings.       I made this on Sunday. We kind of just bummed around the house all day. Honestly, I took one of those hours long naps. After church and breakfast. When I woke up, my Mom was into her crafts. And it was kind of cold. This Potato-Bacon Chowder sounded so good! And let me tell you, it didn't disappoint! What a nice change of pace! I actually made a couple of changes. I boiled the potatoes, but not the onions. When I cooked the bacon, about halfway through, I added the onions. I really like the flavor they get, this way. I also threw in a couple of cloves of garlic, with the onion. Then to make it a little more figure friendly, I used a low fat cream of chicken soup, sour cream, and milk. Worked great! And had some chopped green onion, a little crumbled bacon, and some shredded cheddar cheese to top it with!   This honestly, reminded me of a soup, that a friend used to make. I had a friend in college, that liked to cook. And one day, in the dead of summer, she made something similar. I used to think about it a lot, because it was good. Honestly, I think this might have been better!   This would be a good recipe to add to your, Game Day Favorites. I can even imagine, adapting it to a slow cooker. It would be nice to throw everything together, and forget about it. Only to sit and watch the game, with a warm bowl!   Lastly, I can imagine serving this up, at a Family style dinner. You know, I'm trying to include more family meals into our regular schedule. I'm thinking, I need to whip up a pot for my auntie. Who is headed to surgery this week! I know she'll enjoy it! ❤

Crochet Inspiration #3: V-Stich Flower Granny Square

Sometimes, you just need to sit and make something. For no real reason, other than creating. That's what I felt, when I saw this pattern!

I enjoy Sarah's patterns so much! Most of which, I make for our various craft sales. But these days, I'm craving a project for me. It's not a lie, when I say, I rarely make myself anything. And I've been wanting a blanket. Something I can pour over, off and on, for some time. I've considered a "Temperature Blanket." They seem to be all the rage right now. But this, seems a lot more fun!

I'd definitely pick a color scheme. Something more my style. Perhaps reflect on my lavender and grey scheme. I'm not completely sure. But I do know one thing, I'd love to make something like this, just for me! ❤

Music Monday #3: I'll Be

It's pretty funny when you think about it. At different points of your life, you have different friends. Different people you lean on. Friends that you call besties, sometimes just disappear from your life.

I can sit and tell you about a variety of besties, that have come and gone. Mostly, we just lost touch. I have a childhood friend, that was definitely a bestie of mine. Then she moved. We chat from time to time. Have gotten closer because of Facebook. But it's not the same.

A high school bestie and I, well we just lost track of each other. I tried a few times to keep in contact, but our lives just went  in such different directions. Same can be said for a friend who I went to college with. We started off close, then I'm not sure...

Oh college. There were a few. There was a girl, that we just clicked. We were friends. And spent a ton of time together. Going to lunch, hanging out in classes. Then I'm not sure. Life just took over. I was busy in school. She was busy with family. I had another friend, we were super close. The kind of friends that stayed up, until 2AM talking. Just because. We had so much in common. And spent most of our days, laughing. And playing music. Then a misunderstanding, sent us in opposite directions. Really, to never talk again.

I can confidently say, most of the friends I made in medical school, and working have been a different breed of friends. Those friends. The kind that you lean on. That are there, no matter what. I'm proud to say that. We stick together. Fight for each other.

I'm also very lucky, to say I have a friend from college, that we've stayed super close. At times, we don't talk for a bit. But we always manage to send each other a text message. Or e-mail. That is comforting. Super comforting really!

But the kind of friend I'm talking about today, is a lifelong kind of friend. He's the guy that met me, when I was hours old. We grew up together. He was ALWAYS my protector. And one day, we fell in love. Things in the love department, didn't work out well. We would break up during his senior year in high school. We'd try it again, my freshman year in college. Heck, we'd try it a third time. Thinking, this could be it.

It's just not in the cards. I can say that confidently. It's not in the cards. Maybe in 10 years. Maybe after both of us, leave our hometown. Maybe in different circumstances. Just not right now. And honestly, that's OK. For both of us.



But every single time, I hear this song, I think of him. My lifelong bestie. The man, that I can ALWAYS count on! No matter what. A heartbreak, a struggle with school, being lost in the world, battling the Big C, or my Dad's passing. He has been my rock!

It's funny how life works. Who would have thought, all those years ago, he'd be the solid rock by my side. Who would have thought, the little boy that came to visit the new baby girl, would really take to heart the vow of protection, love, and friendship.

It really is pretty incredible. That the two of us have last the test of time. And life really. And not just lasted. But really grown. And flourished. Honestly, making each other stronger. My bestie, he'll ALWAYS be at my side. I know this. Deep down in my soul. And I Thank God, every single day, for him! ❤

Sassy Saturday #3: The Nudes

I'm all about having a little fun! Especially when it comes to makeup. And I'm not into brands. Rather, into products that I feel work. And work well. I don't want to waste my money. Whether a product costs, $2 or $60.

 

It's been a hot minute, so I've just cruised the aisles of Walgreen's. It used to be a place, I'd visit at least once a week. Sometimes more. Much more! You see, during my Dad's battle with the Big C, I spent many hours waiting for prescriptions. It didn't matter if I called them in, or not. Rarely, when they'd call, that they were ready, were they actually ready.

 

So I'd cruise the aisles of Walgreen's. I made fast friends, with the lady that worked the makeup area. I also became good friends with a few cashiers. Did I mention, I have 2 cousins that work there? So there was ample amount of time, to find some new products.

 

I became addicted to Sinful Colors. I mean, the addiction was real people! I own every single color, that was out! I ALWAYS got a heads up on upcoming sales, new products, and well anything interesting that you could find in those few aisles.

 

It was not unusual for me to go pick up a prescriptions, some essentials, and a bag full of makeup. When you hit a sale, and the cashiers give you a bunch of coupons, it really is a good deal. There were many times, I'd buy $200 worth of makeup, for $20. No lie! Become friends with every single person in the store!

 

It never mattered to me, that in 5 years, I could count how many times I wore makeup. Or nail polish. Or managed to do my hair. I felt like I needed everything new, that came out! It didn't hurt, that there were all these ladies, pushing products and coupons my way. Women that clearly knew how to do their makeup. And made drugstore products, look like they'd spent hundreds of dollars on their beauty products.

 

So I'd troll the aisles. I'd buy all these products. And once in a while, I'd really check out something new. But pass it up. Why? Who knows. It just didn't interest me, in that very second. And I'd put it on my mental list, for next time.

 

Maybelline's "The Nudes" were one of those products. I kept going back to them, but would never purchase them. I was always drawn to something else. Maybe another palette, from another company...

 



But let's be honest here. Of all the drugstore makeup, Maybelline is probably the one I lean to most, for eyeshadows. Mostly buying the singles. But to be completly honest, I own quite a few of their quads. I like the texture. The fact that most eyeshadows, have little to no fall out. And well, I just like the product.

So I bit the bullet, a little while ago, and bought The Nudes. I think they are regularly $12. There was a sale going on, and a coupon to use. I walked out, buying The Nudes and The Blushed Nudes, for $8. That's for both! Remember, make friends with the staff.

Back to The Nudes. I'm really enjoying this palette. One of my New Year's Resolutions, was to get ready. At least once a week. Honestly, I've had some fun playing with makeup again. Lots of fun! Around the holidays, this is what I kept grabbing.

Everything is in it's place. I don't have to look for a variety of pots. I've got all the colors in one place. I do enjoy my more high end products, but there is something about this palette. A little more affordable. It just feels accessible to many.

The colors are pretty long lasting. That being said, I have pretty oily skin. Eyelids included. So to say that about a drugstore product, is saying a lot! I like how easy these shadows blend. And like I said before, I don't get a lot of fall out. Or chunky glitter, all over my face!

The Nudes are my go to palette. The Blushed Nudes is the palette I like to play with. Definitely much lighter tones. Most of the top row, are colors I use as a highlight. Some of the deeper colors, are something I'd use in my crease. But again, definitely a good quality product. Something most people can afford.

Then I walked into Walgreen's after New Year's. I was so incredibly sick! Stumbling about, trying to find some medicine, and I saw this beauty. Calling my name. Regardless of how I felt, or even looked at that moment, I had to have The Rock Nudes. I picked one up. And it sat in the bag, for nearly 2 weeks!

But as I began to feel better, I wanted to play. And I will say this. This palette is a little more on the dark side. And has a bit more shimmer/glitter to it. But it's still very wearable. Not one of those palettes that you only reach for, if you are going out.

Maybe all the colors aren't work appropriate. But they are still nice. Honestly, you can mix in one of these colors, with something from one of the other palettes. And make it more work appropriate. They work very good together. But it's definitely a purchase, that I'm excited about!

How excited? My niece, got the first 2 from me. As a Christmas present. She LOVES makeup! Quite possibly, more than I do. And she's 21 years old. Hair, makeup, and clothes are at the top of her list. She was very excited about this gift. That's to say, last year, I got her a couple of MAC palettes. She told me, she likes these more.

Why? Because even on her college student, fast food working budget, she can afford them. And they work good. Always good to hear, someone else enjoys a product that you love! And yes, Auntie didn't disappoint. I just dropped one of The Rock Nudes, off at her work. Girl has to look good, well selling the burgers! ❤

Thankful Thursday #2: That Guy

I've been thinking a lot lately. My life really does feel like, well like someone has thrown all the cards in the air. It wasn't that long ago, that I had a man at my side, that I truly thought I'd spend my life with. We talked about kiddos. Enjoyed our fur babies. Planned for a future. I traveled half the week with him. He spent his life, making mine better.

But life happened. All of a sudden, the fact that he lived across the country from my family, it mattered. His job, the one he couldn't leave, it became a tough place. Something we had never faced before. And my Dad's health, well it was #1 on both our lists...

So I came home. To take care of my Dad. Slowly I began that process. That letting go. I don't think HE saw it coming. In fact, I know he didn't. I went through three homes, nearby, that he had bought. At the time, and in fact if you asked him right now, he'd tell you he bought them for me. So we would have a place to be. And I could spend time with my family.

I went through those homes. Took my personal things. And packed up the rest. Slowly. It was a process. One that took a while. One that I did painstakingly, through the wee hours of the night. And one day, I made that tough call. He came. And we had that heartbreaking talk.

The one thing I will say, is that he completely understood. He had lost his dad. Suddenly, without any kind of warning. And he totally got it. Why I needed to be home. Why my Dad needed me. Why at this point of my life, I needed to be home. He got it. Didn't agree with parting ways. But he understood.

For months, I know he hounded my besties. He wanted to make sure I was a OK. He followed my social media. Which I was doing a horrible job at keeping up. He was sending me encouraging text messages. But we didn't talk. Life was just going 100 miles an hour.

A lot has happened since. My Dad's passing, being the toughest, and hardest transition. He gave me time. We are taking years here. He gave me time! The time I needed to grief. He UNDERSTOOD, every single second. He had been there before. He knew what I needed.

And when the time was right, he called. Then came to visit. Then held me, as I completely crumbled. Because the thing is, the love didn't die. Like it never died between me, and Dr. Baseball. It just changed. But the love was still there.

Today, I have a best friend. That I can just send a simple text to, and he knows my life is completely in a tailspin. At the same time, we can have a twitter convo, for 3 hours, in the middle of the night. Or we can FaceTime some ridiculous comical hour. That has my sides hurting, because we laugh that hard.

It's crazy where life takes us. How relationships can completely change. I'll be the first person to admit, when I'm uncomfortable, I walk away. I build walls, so people never get to know me. I'm the kind of woman, that is quiet, and comfortable with being independent.

But I will admit this. I NEED people too. Even if I don't want to admit it. I NEED them! Like I need oxygen to breathe. And I'm very lucky, to have friends, that fight to stay in my life. No matter the circumstance. They fight. And I'm lucky!

2015 taught me so much! If you've been hanging around these parts, than you know that much! But I look at 2016 as a rebirth. My Mom and I, are slowly learning to live without my Dad. The toughest thing, I'll ever have to experience. Life is so different.

Eventually, I'll have to make the decision, of what's next. You know, I still dream of getting married. And one day having babies. Lots of babies! I know. I even shock myself sometimes. But this year, is making those other tough decisions.

Do I stay in my hometown? Stay close, to take care of my Mom. Buy a home near the hospital. And start my next chapter, working for this hospital, that is so dear to my heart. Do I move back, to my home. The community that welcomed me, with open arms. To my home. Nearly 15 years ago, I moved there. And I fell in love! Or do I chase after dreams. That were once so vivid! And move across the country?

I'm not sure. And that's were January 2016 finds me. Making those decisions. I'm still not really back to work. I do a lot of virtual stuff, for a few hospitals. I fill in at the DOH, a local hospital, and do some community education. Enough to keep my credentials current. But not enough, to really solidify things.

But that's OK. It's been a tough couple of years. When you look at it, not long ago, I had my life mapped out. With the people I wanted. These days, it's putting the puzzle together. Hanging on tight. Listening to my gut. Not taking crap from other people. Mostly, praying on my knees every single night. I know, my Dear Lord wouldn't bring me to it. If he could help me through it.

So 2016, it's me and you. Making these tough decisions. Deciding which way to go. Eventually, life won't feel so crazy. And the millions of years you went to school, won't feel like a total waste. And one day, you'll have your own family. And you'll look back at this time, and think, I made it. No matter what anyone else said. I MADE IT!!! And I have a pretty amazing best friend! ❤

Wishful Wednesday #2: Lavender And Grey



There is no doubt in my mind, that the last few years have been tough. And I've just been surviving. All of it! There was once a time in my life, that I lived in "controlled chaos." I think most college students can say that. Medical students for sure!

 

You know, you have a certain control, over most things. But life is still very chaotic. Busy at the very least. But you control things. I CONTROLLED so much! My home was definitely one of those things. One that I kept very organized. ALL THE TIME!!!

 

I've always looked at my bedroom as being one of those places. One that was a sanctuary. A place that I controlled. And limited people to. It was my soft place to land. My place to unwind from the world. It was my safe place.

 

Over the past few years, my bedroom lost all of that! All of the magic was sucked out. All of the security, disappeared. And well, this is definitely a rebuilding year. One that is set to be magical. To put our lives back in some sort of order. And continue moving forward.

 

My bedroom is going to be the first place for me. It is my childhood bedroom. But resembles nothing, from my childhood. Other than beautiful woodwork, soft lavender carpet, and a completely incredible window seat.

 

You see, when I moved out, all those years ago, I took all my belongings. Then a few years into me being on my own, my parents' ceiling collapsed in their bedroom. And my old bedroom became theirs. Oh, there was also a remodel of the entire back side of our home. That meant a new closet, and all my parents' old furniture. My oldest brother, lived with my parents briefly. Then I came home.

 

Honestly, it's felt like a foreign land, ever since. So it's time for a change. I'm looking for something new. With a nod to the old. A bit of a celebration, of beautiful workmanship. But I'm looking for peace. And I turn to my favorite color, lavender. And my new modern favorite, light grey...

 

I like the idea, of some dark pieces. Either metal or wood, to anchor everything on. We're planning on taking my parents' old furniture to their mountain home. And I'm currently looking for a metal bed frame. And accessories.

Tufting! Oh, how I love thee! If' I could find a small loveseat, or even a chair like this, I'd be in heaven! I've literally, been on a hunt for a piece like this, for at least 8 years! I'm not lying. Let me know, if you have seen something similar.

I really like the idea of some sort of texture, on the bed. In terms of bedding. I've seen something similar to this, at Target. In both a light grey and white. I'm leaning towards white. Because when else can you have white bedding? Maybe it's just a single girl thing...

This entire palette...colors, textures, finishes, accessories, shapes...it's what I'm dreaming about! Something simple. Yet peaceful. With a touch of glamour. Something just for me. A single girl's dream!

I'm really leaning towards a smaller bed. Currently the room has a queen sized bed. I'm thinking more a full. Because I'd like a seating area. And more simple layout. This to me, makes for a serene look.

I'm also a fan, of long drapes. Something simple. Yet modern. Something that can be opened during the day. To allow the beautiful sunlight in. But something beautiful, for privacy in the evenings. Like I said, I have a large window seat. And I quite often, like to sit and read there.

If I could possibly find a headboard similar to this one, it would be magical. But I just don't see that happening here. Just my thoughts completely. But I really do love this furniture!

To be 100% honest, I've had this picture saved for years! When I first moved out of my parents' home, I wanted my living room to be like this. Then reality hit! I was a broke college student. Paying my mortgage and tuition, was way more important. Also, my nephew lived with me. I don't think he would have like the idea.

But I've kept this picture for a very long time! I've considered, many times, painting the walls to my office lilac. I've looked at similar pieces. And every single time, I've backed out. I'm not sure why. It just happened.

I mean, my bedroom at my home, is currently a deep purple. Deep! Mostly because I was working crazy hours. And needed to come home to a dark room. I needed my rest. But secretly, I ALWAYS dreamt of a room like this!

 

Lastly, would be this picture. All the feminine touches. Those little things, that turn a room, into a little piece of heaven. You know, the finishing touches, that turn a house, into a home. That's what I'm looking for!

I guess, I just crave, a little piece of this world, that is mine. That I can make into a comfy, safe, and peaceful place. With things I enjoy seeing, smelling, and touching. Life has been so crazy, that I just want a place to relax,

And for me, this color palette just has all of that! It's serene, peaceful, and honestly, one of my favorites! I'm not sure how long, I'll be living with my Mom. But I want a place that is mine. 100% reflective, of the woman I am today. As selfish as that sounds, how many other times in my life, will I have that shot? Probably not many. Because really, could you see a man living in a room like this? ❤